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Thursday, May 26, 2005
I take it back. My trip to the doctor was not interesting at all.
I just finished talking to the gynecologist and apprently, there's nothing wrong with me. Well, there is, only, it's a common thing and nothing strange is going to happen or anything. I guess I should be glad that I, or my most probably non-existent future children aren't in any danger. But after all that ultrasound stuff, and getting my mom and friends in a panic, I really wish I could say more than, "Oh it's a hormonal imbalance, but nothing major." It just means my mind isn't sending my ovaries the right signals because it still hasn't adjusted to my body maturing. Yeah, like I needed some doctor to tell me that. Practically everybody I know knows I still haven't gotten over the whole Peter Pan complex.
In a way, I guess it's still interesting. At least I found out how powerful the mind can be, so the whole "the mind is willing but the body is weak" thing--totally case-to-case basis. Imagine, I was able to get my ovaries to think I'm 12 again.
Anyway, the doctor wants me to take some kind of medicine so my period will start again, and I'm like, "What?!" If my mind was the one at fault for not getting my endometrium to function properly, then isn't it easy to figure out that I don't want my period and I was actually hoping for it to disappear completely? Not come back? But then she said that if I didn't fix it now, it might cause complications later on if I want to have a kid. And again, I ask the question, "Well, whoever said I wanted a kid in the first place?"
Maybe it's high time I accept that I'm growing up (I've actually already grown up), but hey, if my mind can get my period to go back to the way it once was--nonexistent, then it's only a matter of time, and a bit of stronger willpower before everything else follows and change back into the way they once were--the way I always want them to be. See? Stuborness can actually work.
>> I must have a huge psychological problem if I actually have to take medication just to get me to act my age. Ha.
Posted at 20:44 by miriyammqx
 | | | mmmqx
June 10, 2005 04:17 PM PDT
@Seige: what if i am? :P
just kidding. i'm really not. actually what they're worried about is how i might not ever get pregnant because of the hormonal imbalance thing. | |
| | | Seige
June 10, 2005 07:07 AM PDT
So, you are not pregnant, right? | |
| | | opismate
May 31, 2005 07:43 AM PDT
hehehehe... power e2 gurl! galing mo! You rock! | |
| | | danes
May 30, 2005 06:00 PM PDT
i wish we didn't have to deal with getting periods. i hate menstruating. ugh.
it was great seeing you :p sana mas matagal nga lang. hehe. maybe next time? :D | |
| | | super zee
May 30, 2005 04:41 PM PDT
hahaha! 'act ur age' ... tumpak! pero what for dahbah???
damn allergies are acting up again.
stubborness is spelled like so.. >:P pbbt! | |
| | | jacq
May 28, 2005 09:16 PM PDT
hello ida dear!! uhmmm.. why couldn't u just be a good girl and follow your doc's adv... lol... see you Monday li'l girl.. err.. as if anlaki ko at antanda ko no? hahaha *warm hugs* | |
| | | katrina
May 27, 2005 10:55 PM PDT
we shall talk about this tomorrow
X) | |
| | | Lessa
May 27, 2005 05:57 PM PDT
hahaha! Okay lang yan. Anyway, your doc's ryt, you need to get the hormones balanced. It helps your body more than u think. Not just sexually or physically. hehe
You don't want kids? I hope u change ur mind about that one. Pano ko magiging ninang???? Hehehe. joke. | |
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